Vampires!!!

Ok so ive recently started watching this new show called "The Vampire Diaries" and OMG its awesome... (i knowww... I sound like an over excited 15 year old.. but i cant help it =p) I am completely in love with the main characters of the show (Stefan and Demon Salvatore.. sigh!)

Ive always been in to vampire stories. I find them fascinating. sometimes i even wish they were real (odd?) LOL! anyway my favorite Vampire movie would be "An interview with a vampire" (Brad pitt, Tom Cruise, Antonio Bandares, Christen Slater... sigh sigh!!) and I absolutely loved "bram stoker's dracula"

But mostly im more in to TV shows... There was this one show called "moonlight" which was pretty amazing as well... but unfortunately the show got cancelled after the 1st season.. though i think if they had continued it would have been spectacular.. cuz the story was just starting to develop... and I imagined 'more interesting'... but hey! thats just me i guess...

Talking on this subject and not mention "Twilight" would come out as a bit wired to some people... so i might as well say it! "I DID NOT LIKE TWILIGHT" I did enjoy the book.. but hey.. the movie did not live up to my expectations.. =/

Well thats about it for now... my blabbing about vampires... lol... toodles!!

don't look at me like i dont know anything...

don't look at me as though everything bad is my fault...

don't look at me like i can fix all thats broken...

don't look at me..

just...

don't look at me!!

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....!!!!

ok so the point of blogging was not to bored anyone who reads it to death!!!

but hey Im only human!!! and tonight Im not feeling all too jolly!!! =(

so if you are to read on... im warning you!! stop now... following will be a lot of blabbing on my part!! alot of nonsense!!! most of which even im gonna have to read back and wonder if it really was me who wrote all that!!!

Ive had this account open since may 2008... now thats a long time eh? so why start writing now? to tell you the truth till now i could handle all the weird things that makes up my life!! but now i need to vent some how!!! and im hoping this works!!! blah blah blah blah..... i knowwwwwwwww.....

so what was i saying??? oh yeah! well... ive had a super vacation last week!!! and now im back home.. to my NORMAL everyday routine (in other words BORING) life. a life where everyone expects me to be this perfect person which i am not from a looooooooooong shot!! these expectations are going to kill me one day!!! sometimes i feel like disappearing in to thin air!! how cool would that be i we could actually do it? but im just an ordinary human being!!!

im screaming im my mind right now!!! maybe im goin crazy!!! why am i having such a hard time gtting out wot im feeling!!! i feel handicapped!!! dont want to write no more!!! good night cruel world!!!

arrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh!!!

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A friend posted a something on his blog tonight... read through it and it made me cry... now now... I'm not that soft on the inside... but what he had written was all so true!!!

sometimes when we think that the world has come to an end and that nothing could ever make things right... we forget one thing!!! that is to think through the situation... not just on our own point of view... but also on how others may feel about it... IF we take the time to think with a cool mind... there would always be another way.. like the old saying... "there is light at the end of the tunnel"

unless we work on it and give time for it would we ever know where the tunnel ends? so what i got from that is giving up is not going to solve any problem... think about things... research on it... ask people about it... and maybe.. just maybe... you might get the solution to all your problems... work towards that "maybe"

what Ive written may not make any sense... but hey! i thought it, i wrote it!!! =p

till next time! adios!