Sometimes.. its a choice!

Snow Patrol - Set the fire to the third bar

Amazing Song!!!

Say a little prayer..

~ God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

the courage to change the things I can,

and the wisdom to know the difference. ~

♬•♩ ·.·´☮`·.·♭•♪

☜ Music is my refuge.

I can crawl into the space, between the notes & curl my back to loneliness.

And if I were to begin life again,

I will devote it to music.

Coz it's the only pure & unpunished rapture upon earth.

Music expresses that, which cannot be said, & on which, it's impossible to be silent ☞

♪•♭·.·´☮`·.·♩•♬

The Shadow

The dirty pool at my college.. dont think anyone ever uses it..

You may think you cannot do certain things..

but in extreme circumstances..

you will surprise yourself...!!

Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

Wonderful Stop Motion Video!

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,

Black as the pit from pole to pole,

I thank whatever gods may be

For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance

I have not winced nor cried aloud.

Under the bludgeonings of chance

My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears

Looms but the Horror of the shade,

And yet the menace of the years

Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,

How charged with punishments the scroll,

I am the master of my fate,

I am the captain of my soul.

-William Ernest Henley

Rain

So, last night i was laying in my bed trying to fall asleep.. i counted from 1 to 100.. couldn't fall asleep.. then I counted backwards from a 100 to 1.. still nothing... then i visualized sheep jumping over a fence.. and counted 100s of them... and however boring it maybe.. i didn't feel sleepy at all...

Then a light blinked outside... i opened my balcony door and got out to see it was lightning... in a few minutes it started to rain... i sat there watching the rain and feeling the cool breeze for a while.. thats when i began to relax.. next thing i knew i was sleepy... There is no apparent point all to this but the fact that rain is the most wonderful thing... I love you rain =p

Afraid to shoot strangers - Iron Maiden

Lying awake at night I wipe the sweat

from my brow

But it's not the fear 'cos

I'd rather go now

Trying to visualize the horrors that

will lay ahead

The desert sand mound a burial ground

When it comes to the time

Are we partners in crime?

When it comes to the time

We'll be ready to die

God let us go now and finish what's

to be done

Thy Kingdom Come

Thy shall be done... on earth

Trying to justify to ourselves the

reasons to go

Should we live and let live

Forget or forgive

But how can we let them go on this way?

The reign of terror corruption must end

And we know deep down there's

no other way

No trust, no reasoning, no more to say

Afraid to shoot strangers

Afraid to shoot strangers

Tick, tock, tick, tock
How do I make the ticking stop?
There isnt enough hours in the day
Most of them spent dreaming away

Tick, tock, tick, tock
Back to the chores, where's my prop?
Hands move slowly, a waiting game
Days passing, remaining the same

Tick, tock, tick, tock
Do I hear his key turning the lock?
Dinner's eaten, time to unwind
A busy day of wasted time

Vampires!!!

Ok so ive recently started watching this new show called "The Vampire Diaries" and OMG its awesome... (i knowww... I sound like an over excited 15 year old.. but i cant help it =p) I am completely in love with the main characters of the show (Stefan and Demon Salvatore.. sigh!)

Ive always been in to vampire stories. I find them fascinating. sometimes i even wish they were real (odd?) LOL! anyway my favorite Vampire movie would be "An interview with a vampire" (Brad pitt, Tom Cruise, Antonio Bandares, Christen Slater... sigh sigh!!) and I absolutely loved "bram stoker's dracula"

But mostly im more in to TV shows... There was this one show called "moonlight" which was pretty amazing as well... but unfortunately the show got cancelled after the 1st season.. though i think if they had continued it would have been spectacular.. cuz the story was just starting to develop... and I imagined 'more interesting'... but hey! thats just me i guess...

Talking on this subject and not mention "Twilight" would come out as a bit wired to some people... so i might as well say it! "I DID NOT LIKE TWILIGHT" I did enjoy the book.. but hey.. the movie did not live up to my expectations.. =/

Well thats about it for now... my blabbing about vampires... lol... toodles!!

don't look at me like i dont know anything...

don't look at me as though everything bad is my fault...

don't look at me like i can fix all thats broken...

don't look at me..

just...

don't look at me!!

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....!!!!

ok so the point of blogging was not to bored anyone who reads it to death!!!

but hey Im only human!!! and tonight Im not feeling all too jolly!!! =(

so if you are to read on... im warning you!! stop now... following will be a lot of blabbing on my part!! alot of nonsense!!! most of which even im gonna have to read back and wonder if it really was me who wrote all that!!!

Ive had this account open since may 2008... now thats a long time eh? so why start writing now? to tell you the truth till now i could handle all the weird things that makes up my life!! but now i need to vent some how!!! and im hoping this works!!! blah blah blah blah..... i knowwwwwwwww.....

so what was i saying??? oh yeah! well... ive had a super vacation last week!!! and now im back home.. to my NORMAL everyday routine (in other words BORING) life. a life where everyone expects me to be this perfect person which i am not from a looooooooooong shot!! these expectations are going to kill me one day!!! sometimes i feel like disappearing in to thin air!! how cool would that be i we could actually do it? but im just an ordinary human being!!!

im screaming im my mind right now!!! maybe im goin crazy!!! why am i having such a hard time gtting out wot im feeling!!! i feel handicapped!!! dont want to write no more!!! good night cruel world!!!

arrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh!!!

....

A friend posted a something on his blog tonight... read through it and it made me cry... now now... I'm not that soft on the inside... but what he had written was all so true!!!

sometimes when we think that the world has come to an end and that nothing could ever make things right... we forget one thing!!! that is to think through the situation... not just on our own point of view... but also on how others may feel about it... IF we take the time to think with a cool mind... there would always be another way.. like the old saying... "there is light at the end of the tunnel"

unless we work on it and give time for it would we ever know where the tunnel ends? so what i got from that is giving up is not going to solve any problem... think about things... research on it... ask people about it... and maybe.. just maybe... you might get the solution to all your problems... work towards that "maybe"

what Ive written may not make any sense... but hey! i thought it, i wrote it!!! =p

till next time! adios!